All the reasons I didn't update my blog in 2024. But first!
Well first, I had to start a blog and I think I got started on blogger or blogspot or whatever the one is that google owns, and then I had to make a Tumblr blog. And of course, once I made those I had to toggle the bells and whistles on them. And on the Tumblr one I had to look at everyone else's Tumblr blogs, oh also, I have to backtrack, I had to make a yahoo email address, then I had to move to Gmail because I heard it was better and was able to get an invite to it, then I had to join Friendster, then I had to join myspace, and then I started playing music again so I had to make a myspace page for my music, then I had the myspace blog, this was all before I made the Tumblr blog but it was probably after or concurrent with the Tumblr... I don't know, I was in my twenties. Where was I? Myspace! So, I made the myspace page for the music and I was playing bass in two bands, and I was washing dishes in a restaurant in the West Village and moonlighting bussing down tables and washing glasses in a bar in the East Village and playing bass in the bands and going to shows sometimes. Like, punk and metal shows. I used to go to CBGBs and Coney Island High and Castle Heights and The Spiral. To be honest I didn't really go to The Spiral unless I was playing there anyway, oh! The Wetlands! That place was cool! So in between that, I didn't have time to update the blog on the myspace and then nobody was on the Tumblr and I forgot about the google blogger blogspot blog so I forgot about that and Tumblr, and then...
Now we're up to chapter two, in real-time 2025 I'm starting chapter three but I'm gonna write about chapter two now.
Ghost made a Kickstarter or something that had a really cool side by side whatyouseeiswhatyouget markdown editor, so I was like now I'm gonna be a blogger and take it seriously! So, I plunked down MONEY! And secured my piece of real estate on the web. I registered https://www.iracogan.com and felt very official. Then I set up the Ghost blog hosted by Ghost (Pro), then I connected email to it with another company called fastmail which I found through my domain registrar iwantmyname. Oh right, I forgot. I found iwantmyname through Ghost.
And then I barely updated the Ghost blog, then I made a WordPress blog and closed out the Ghost Blog, and then I barely updated that, and then, last week, I closed out the WordPress(still in that process by the way), then, then I switched to write.as, well, it isn't that simple.
First I had to make the ghost blog, and then I had to toggle the bells and whistles, then I had to learn markdown, then I thought I was gonna become a software developer because if I could learn markdown, how hard could markUP be? as in HyperTextMarkupLanguage! HTML, CSS, and Javascript! I was gonna become a computer whiz, start a company, and become a bazillionaire! Easy peasy! So, then I didn't do any of that, because I was too busy being a writer who doesn't write and a bass player who doesn't practice playing bass. I mean look. I was busy. How could I have time to update my blog when I was so busy with the going to shows and the being social? Oh Look. I know how to prioritize.
I'll double back to that, but I'm trying to write about why I didn't update my blog here. So, I started taking bass lessons. I can't remember what year it was, but I did take lessons for about a year and my timing got better and my notes sounded solid, and I started to be able to improv and that was cool. So, I closed out the Ghost blog and started a WordPress one because WordPress felt official. Everyone else who was official was using WordPress, and I started to feel limited by Ghost because I was too busy to learn about things like code injection for headers or footers, how could I learn about that when I was trying to learn html, and how could I learn html when I was trying to learn Markdown. And how could I learn about Markdown when I was so busy with all these other important things?
I'd get sidetracked with the WordPress and it's bells and whistles, and every once in a while I'd update the blog up until 2024 when I resolved to update it more, which I did, but not by much, and then I made the write.as blog. Oh wait, let me backtrack again.
I started to hate WordPress. At first, I liked the gravatar thing, then I hated it, then they introduced this thing called “Blaze”, it's pretty much you pay money to elevate your posts and I was like “oh so now WordPress is like every other stupid company”, and then there's this drama now with the WordPress guy and WP Engine, I have no dog in that fight. Just a buncha wealthy assholes having a big dick contest, so I would re-up on WordPress hosting every two years and my wife was like, the last time it was up for a 2 year renewal she was like 'why don't you switch to monthly?' and I was like 'but it's more expensive that way' and she was like 'switch to monthly, try it' and I was like 'ok' and I felt like this weight was lifted off my shoulders. There was something weird going on in the back end with my fastmail integration with iwantmyname and the wordpress anyway, so I was like 'I feel so liberated! Lemme see what else is out there!' so I go to iwantmyname which has the 'one click integration' that worked well with fastmail (and with Ghost) but not with wordpress, to see what other CMS/blog hosts they have one click integration with. I perused some and came across one called write.as and I think it was love at first sight.
The rest is history. Wait. No. There’s more.
So, I forgot to tell you about yahoo and Friendster in the days before gmail existed. I also completely skipped over Netscape Navigator and the dialup and AOL.
So I think I was 13 or 14 when my parents got a computer. The Computer. It was the early 90s and they got an IBM Aptiva! I don't remember the specs on that thing, but it took about 45 minutes to load a big picture. Sometimes someone would have this thing called a scanner and take their pictures or art and scan it and put it on their webpage on the internet and it would take so long to load.
So fast forward a few years, Friendster, blogger, Tumblr, and the like. We're in the post AOL era but before the Gmail era I think. I tried to get into it. Too many things. Then Ghost was cool. Then WordPress seemed cool, and is cool I think, but not for me, also, too many distractions.
write dot as. words. images. markdown (or rich text) and that is all! That's all I need and everything else that I was fucking around with is bullshit. Like, was I trying to be a writer or a flounderer.
I read a book recently called Becoming A Writer by Dorothea Brande that I stumbled across. I found out about it through a book called Dreyer's English by Benjamin Dreyer. Benjamin Dreyer was the head editor at Random House-Penguin and he wrote a book about English in the spirit of William Safire's On Language. It's a good book. Anyway, he mentions and quotes Brande's book, and, last year I read Jenna Fischer's The Actor's life, and in that, she mentions Julia Cameron's The Artist's Way helped her out and continue to help her out whenever she's in a creative funk, and I started reading that one, and the exercises there? I was like “fuck this book” but! there was one exercise I thought was valuable to me, writing first thing in the morning, and it turns out that exercise was based on exercises in Brande's book, and given that Dreyer mentioned Brande's book and he's had a lot of success in publishing and writing, and Fischer mentioned a book that had exercises based on that book, I was like, I gotta read Becoming A Writer by Dorothea Brande. So I read it. And I liked it. Look, if you're already doing something creative, practicing your craft every day of your life, you probably don't need it, but if not, check it out.
To be continued.
-Ira
